October 2010
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afternoon t
after noon I find tumblr amid fall sunlight
silence in my apartment; air thick with potential
the drone of the fan in my computer
Despair has had her lunch; filling me and leaving me empty
how disappointing is all I can think
a neo-esque sense of the wrongness of this reality occupying my mind entirely
good morning T
I find tumblr in the morning
orange light illuminating my roof deck
post after post
like living in this city of so many
the surface plays well; it infects my mind
I’m missing the cosmic joke; I know
despair stretching her arms and legs; hair askew
September 2010
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Ray LaMontagne — New York City’s...
August 2010
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Lift off
I used to fly in my dreams. The method of taking off would vary. Most times I would run and then jump, then jump higher and higher until I was airborne. I would soar drifting up and up. I would float in ever higher circles like a Raptor on the currents of air. Waves of chills shooting down my spine.
I know now the key component to all my flying was not thinking about it. To not focus on...
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July 2010
24 posts
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Pardon me.
The Bird And The Bee — Polite...
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August 2009
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I’m Not Mourning
Melissa van der Schyff...
June 2009
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May 2009
24 posts
insignificant
I’m afraid.
there I said it.
yeah I’m insecure.
sure, there’s no reason to be, that is self evident…
But my inner child doesn’t know that.
rationality is not the hallmark of the child that fears failure
that craves comfort and affection.
the shy child hopes that the world will provide
and then perceives providence within disaster
death by a thousand cuts,...
Homeless
So I’m a hack
a dirty kid with grubby fingers smudging my way through life.
the black souls of my feet staining the bright white carpet
to disapproving looks of grandmothers and baby hungry sirens
I grew tired of the misperception
I was weary of wearing my sunday best
while you brushed your hair
scuffing my shoes waiting for your pride to wane
I am still waiting