Scopulous

I listened to the message you left me this morning.
Hearing you gets me moving, my juices flowing,
my blood pumping, my groin tingling
and it brings a smile
which makes me misty
the confluence of emotions the hallmark of how I feel about us.

I know things change, but I would be happy feeling this way forever.

I want to feel this way forever with you.

I put my arm around you

I play my part of strong man, protector, advisor

I revel in the opportunity to hold that place because I know

that you know what it means

what is given up

what is offered

the price of the part that I play

and you, I know, will return my gift

and I, I hope, will be brave enough

to accept your arm, your strength, your protection, your advice

letting go

finally

Lover,

The clarity of the sky speaks to my heart

The crisp air cleans my lungs

The heat clarifies my emotions, distilling me down to an essence

concentrated, ready for loving, ready for you

But I will leave my views behind

My breezy blue sky drives as the sun rises and sets

to sit on retro chairs in the pale chilly light of the bay

wisps of fog entwining our entwined limbs

drinking tea with feet on laps and lips that ache with desire

I want to explore all the cafes of all the world with you

secretly photographing you at counters, at tables, on benches

sipping, smiling, holding your hand

I would walk the avenues and streets of Berkeley until my arches fell

for you.  for you.  for you.

I will carry you should you tire

wrapping arms around you, holding you close

carrying you home and over the threshold

to lay tenderly by your side

listening to calling birds and errant teens

the rhythmic exhalation of your breath

and mine

A chance.

It’s all I ask of you.

Let my wings catch the warm lift

My eyes damp with hope

So long bound to the earth

Waiting for you

My love

Waiting to see and to finally know

Why